the internet sucks today

as if today isn’t hard enough everyone is grieving on such a public forum.. i dont want to think about her today.. but no mater what i do i can’t help but think of her. 

damn it!! 

why were you such a huge part of my life? why were did you leave me when i needed you the most? you needed me too and i wasn’t there for you. 

i’m selfish but so were you. 

i love you and hate you all at the same time. you’re missing out on  so much and i dont think i can forgive for leaving before everything got started. 

I miss you. i’m sorry i’m still mad but i don’t think i can ever be ok with this…. 

RIP Alexandra Grace